December 2009
37 posts
"I want it all thats why I strive for it..."
Know you know why my life seems so perfect. Trust, there’s plenty of hard work and discipline behind it all. I’m driven, and that’s pretty much all it takes. If it doesn’t come easy then it makes the accomplishment ten times better. Whats life without a struggle. As for right now, I have a few things I can’t get out of mind. There’s always room for improvement...
And these niggas ain’t solid they fold in drama And that’s the realest shit I ever wrote A compilation of mental thoughts that I never note
Closer To My Dreams-Drake
11:11 Make a Wish!
Home for the night, super exhausted and not really in the mood to drive people around. Nothing really going on just the usual weed and beer pong. I swear people act like the whole world revolves around that. It’s just not my steez, why can’t friends just chill and actually do something or go somewhere. It’s getting old, but call me when your over this trend of yours.
Today was a good day. Spent time with the family. I walked in my aunts house at the wrong time.. So awkward, everyone was quiet and listening to someone talk. I seriously thought it was a prank because they made it so awkward when I walked in and everyone looked w/o the usual hi’s. haa anyways, after I picked up kanani then partied it up. jk more like watch people play beer pong.. Ew I hate...
Cute!
Made my day ;)
So I woke up, went for a run, ate breakfast, cleaned my car, and spent half the day getting ready. I should have been off to my aunts about an hour ago but better late than never right? Then maybe meet up with steph and alex..? Third wheel! ha ha w/e time to have fun!
I find it amusing when people try to bring me down. For a moment I thought you had me, but drama, envy, and insecurities don’t phase me as much as I thought it did. Real talk, it can get to me for a moment, but other things can consume my mind and focus in a second. I guess I can simply say I don’t have time to waste on you, I can’t even find the time to hate you just cause I...
I like to stress the fact that..
If I don’t get it the first time I keep going until I get it. Strictly determination.
I may not be the prettiest girl...
amandaaroseee:
alexzandrab:trizzeericka:charmainesilvestre:lovexsick:dailyyak:
but at least I have my own opinions, values, morals, self-respect, and knowledge. At least, I’m made of something other than good looks. I value who I am more than I value being the prettiest girl in a crowd. Judge me, its ok. The entire world is already doing so. I mean, maybe, I’m not the girl that every guy hits...
FUCK MY MOTHAFUCKIN LIFE!!
sgeezy:
karbeezy:
fuckin cops pulled me over on the highway n took my car to the impound lot! fuck! i knew i shud’ve stayed n sobered up still! GOD DAMNIT! great now i gotta fuckin pay a stupid ass ticket n then get my car back. but after that i still hav to go to court for this stupid ass shit! on febuary sumthin. idk. idc! shit! i dont even remember driving on the highway. well, kinda but...
Today was a loooong day. It was whatever, typical, and I can’t wait to leave! No joke, I’m so over this moment. I’m so over these people, high expectations, busy days, boring classes, and all of this stress. I can finally find time to rest. Dance is the only thing holding me up, and thats my main focus for now on. I think its time to forget about what I don’t like,...
I feel like dieting and working out just cause I’m in the mood for another goal. All or nothing, I need something else worth working towards.
No one ever gets everything the want, but some people get close. I seem like I have it all, and you wish you had it, but you don’t realize whats up. I am perfectly happy the way I am. I can easily distinguish what I what I want and what I need.Real talk, I don’t have everything I want, but I work hard for everything I need. True, something come easy and some things don’t, and...
How do you know what your style is? I started my choreo, and I’m actually going to come through with this one!… I hope. It has a contemporary feel but I never know what style or feel it has until it’s completed. Its kinda like a suprise. ;)
I don’t mean to be full of my self but I’m better than that. I never settle for less, because I work to hard for that. I don’t technically have a life, I just do something with it. Most of the time I’m busy, other times I sit in my room staring at ipod thinking about ways to improve or grow. My mind never takes a break cause all I want is better, therefore I’m not...
Results are posted! Yess! Congrats to everyone. ;)
It’s funny how everyone up (posting on twitter/tumblr/etc.) all night waiting for results. HAHA it’s intense but anyways, I think I give up. I ran out of things to keep me occupied on my computer and I have a feeling their not going to post the results until tomorrow night. But text me if they post it! ;)
SO Fuck’n Anxious! Is it just me?
I have a paper to type and I’m so distracted. Crazy fun weekend. From friday night rehearsals to late nights with friends. I’m lacking sleep, and somehow managed to function. Saturday was super long, and It was fun. I came home and crashed after that. Didn’t have any energy to hang out. Sunday! It went by fast, auditions were fun, then...
Looking back I realize, it’s been a while.
Truth is I kinda forgot about you. But I promise that was the hardest thing to do and it was out if my control. The firs two months you left were hard, but those long days counting down until you’ll be back turned to long hours, to long minutes, to long seconds, to everything happening to fast. Just the fact that I know you left us on a good...
It's not a matter of if I made it, but if I grew...
Dear weekend,
Please don’t fail me. So far so good, tonight was chill and as I expected it to be. I just have this horible gut feeling like I shouldn’t do something. My conscience is just a little paranoid right now with this guilty feeling. I just hope everything turns out great. We seem more prepared than usual which is good, I just hope everything follows through perfectly. Night...
Happy Friday!! I’m so happy, it’s finally here. So much going on this weekend. Lately I’ve been missing out on certain friends but I have so much going on. So many promotions everywhere I turn. It’s making me realize that I don’t have time to do nothing anymore. Which is good cause it leaves priorities a big step above things that don’t matter. I love hate...
Slutty with Class
ajllanes:
HAHAHA! Woo! Tell me why I’m so excited for the next upcoming FSSJ performance?! HAHA!
The veteran FSSJ kids are doing a dance to “Took the Night” by Chelley and all the new people are going to be back up dancers. All the back up dancers have to be femme. And yeah even the guys! HAHA!
I don’t know why, but I think I’m having too much fun. Maybe cause I’m not being femme. I’m being a...
asjkfgusjdgfbjbljsfh! When life is this great I end up getting distracted. Welp! I’m not going to be sleeping until another hour or two… Dang it! I seriously need to get out of high school and do that junior college business. Cause think about it, classes are important but all the extra time and energy spent at school isn’t needed. I just want the education and grade, my school...
God is so amazing!
love love love my life, everythings just about going the way it should. Not easy but going somewhere. I love that feeling when you know your growing at something or getting somewhere. And it’s the greatest feeling in the world when you know you worked your ass off for it. So far school, dance, work and family is going exactly the way it should. What more can I ask for? Those are my main...
I’m loving it. For once I’m satisfied with my Sunday. Slept in, did hw, shopped, then rehearsals. I came home to Chinese food. :p And nothing brang me down this time. Maybe cause I have a performance and audition to look forward to. Yess! Finally, hopefully this week goes by fast and easy. Only about 3 or four more weeks then bye bye ST. Well I made my decision I’m still debating...
@ vitawantstotapia
-lo:
HAHAHA wth! i don’t remember leaving toilet paper in anyone else’s car though! HAHAHA. lol but you can keep it if you want, my nose isn’t bleeding anymore :]
btw, it was nice spending friday night with you! we need to chill more often. haha i love our indecisivness!!!
HAHA thats kinda weird, are you sure you just didn’t forget? but anyways my mom took it -_-… I had fun! We...
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-lo:
1.) whats up future girlfriend
Hahah what?
2.) You smell soooooooo good
LOL random. thanks!
3.) fix your webcam babe ;)
Who the fuck is this?!
4.) You left your toilet paper in my car. ROFL
Lol victoria?
5.) Remember that one night? I can’t forget about what you said. Your HILARIOUS.
LMAOOO what night? Haha i need more details!!!
http://www.formspring.com/forms/?753659-6BFGlt6mYP
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Wow! People are so arrogant and selfish. I shouldn’t be talking cause I’m just as stubborn, but there is a fine line between SELFish and just selfish. Like are you kidding me? Some people work hard for what they got and you can’t at least attempt and put SELF effort into it. So much for determination. I’ve learned to think before I do, so I’m gonna try and let this...
“Victoria, you look exotic today! That means beautiful in a foreign way..”
– What the…?! hella random and put me on blast, but I guess it was cute.?
